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لما بتعصبن،
When I get angry,
حراج عليك إذا حدا بيفهمني،
It's hard for anyone to understand me,
بصير تايلندي.
I end up sounding Thai.
بصراحة إنه أنا في كتير مرات
Honestly, there are many times
إنه أنا بغني فيها وما بتأتئش.
where I sing and I don't stutter.
كنت نازل على زي تنقول ديت، على موعد.
I was going on a, like, date, an appointment.
أول مرة يعني كنت بطلع معي الصبية.
The first time, I was going out with the guys.
عم بجرب أحكي كل ما أجي أحكي
I try to speak, every time I try to speak
عم بحس في التأتأة بدها إنه كتير كانت قوية.
I feel the stuttering was very strong.
المشكلة عند حرف الـ س عندي.
The problem is with the letter 'S' for me.
الناس بصير تقول لي شو؟ مش فاهمك، إيش؟
People would say to me, What? I don't understand you, huh?
إحكي للكاميرا
Speak to the camera
أنا الاسم تبعي كـ كـ كـ كارين.
My name is K-K-K-Karen.
أنا من حيفا وعمري 20 سنة.
I'm from Haifa and I'm 20 years old.
أنا اسمي وسام غنايم
My name is Wissam Ghunaim
من سـ سـ سـ سخنين أنا من سخنين.
From S-S-S-Sakhnin, I'm from Sakhnin.
متزوج عمري 43 عندي تلات بنات.
Married, I'm 43, I have three daughters.
اسمي عون زاهر، أنا من عسفيا
My name is Awn Zaher, I'm from Isfiya
وعمري 18 سنة.
And I'm 18 years old.
أنا عيسى جمال، ناشط اجتماعي
I'm Issa Jamal, a social activist
من كفر قرع، عمري 26 سنة.
From Kafr Qara, I'm 26 years old.
عندي إعاقة بصرية والتأتأة.
I have a visual impairment and stuttering.
التأتأة هي من ناحية طبية وعلمية
Stuttering, medically and scientifically speaking,
هي أكتر زي شيء بيجي عن طريق الوراثة.
is mostly something that comes through genetics.
التأتأة مشكلتها بالأعصاب.
The problem with stuttering is in the nerves.
التأتأة هي أكترها التوتر، العصبية،
Stuttering is mostly about tension, nervousness,
لما بمثل متضايق،
when I feel upset,
بحس إنه هاد تأثير نفسي.
I feel this is a psychological effect.
أنا بصف خامس
I was in fifth grade
هي المشكلة اللي عندي إياها بلشت.
when this problem I have started.
ليش وكيف وشو اللي صار؟ ما حدا بيعرف.
Why and how and what happened? No one knows.
إنه مش عارفين إذا الشيء كان إنه هو صدمة
They don't know if the thing was a shock
أو إنه أنا خلقت هيك.
or if I was born like this.
اكتشفتها بالصف الخامس.
I discovered it in fifth grade.
حسب ما أنا متذكر، كان عمري خمس سنين،
As far as I remember, I was five years old,
مرة واحدة صار عندي في الحكي صعوبة.
suddenly I had difficulty speaking.
صار لما أحكي صعب أتنفس.
It became hard to breathe when I spoke.
أنا عندي مشكلة التأتأة حسيتها من صف السابع.
I have the stuttering problem, I felt it from seventh grade.
أنا كنت بأول صف خامس
I was in the beginning of fifth grade
وأنا كنت بدي إنه أنا أقرأ
and I wanted to read
وهون إنه هي علقت معي
and here it got stuck with me
ومش عم يطلعوا الأحرف من تمي.
and the letters weren't coming out of my mouth.
المريح أنا عندي مثلاً بمجموعة بعرفها.
It's comfortable for me, for example, in a group I know.
وأصعب شيء هاد البني آدم ما بعرفوش
And the hardest thing is a person I don't know
اللي بلتقي أول مرة فيه يعني.
whom I meet for the first time, I mean.
إنه أول ما صار الشيء أنا حسيت في شيء هون
When it first happened, I felt something here
إنه يعني كنت بدي إنه أنا أبكي
that, I mean, I wanted to cry
بس إنه ما بكيت وقتها،
but I didn't cry at the time,
لأنه ما فكرت إنه الشيء
because I didn't think that the thing
إنه هو رح يضله عندي.
would stay with me.
ورحت كتير عند دكاترة وقتها،
And we went to many doctors back then,
اللي يقول لي هي المشكلة ما في لها حل،
one would tell me this problem has no solution,
اللي يقول بس إنت بتتحكم فيها.
another would say you just control it.
لحد ما حكينا للدكتور تبعي
Until we talked to my doctor
وهو بعتني عند المعالجة
and he sent me to the therapist
اللي أنا قعدت عندها حوالي شي خمس سنين.
whom I stayed with for about five years.
بس ما ساعدتنيش إشي يعني.
But she didn't help me at all, I mean.
وقتها أنا كنت أروح عند دكاترة وما في حل.
And back then I used to go to doctors and there was no solution.
كان الأستاذ عنا معالج للنطق
There was a teacher, a speech therapist with us
وصار يقول لي إحكي لي إي ومي و...
and he started telling me say to me Ee and Me and...
يعني إنه أمد الحرف كأنه أنا قاعد بغني.
Meaning to stretch the letter as if I was singing.
قلت له أستاذ حل عني، فـ.. بقدرش.
I told him, Teacher, fix me, so... I can't.
قلت له هاد الموجود وما بدي أتعالج،
I told him this is what exists and I don't want treatment,
واللي بده يتقبل يتقبل،
and whoever wants to accept, accepts,
واللي بده يفهمني يفهمني،
and whoever wants to understand me, understands me,
واللي ما بده بلاش.
and whoever doesn't, never mind.
كنت نازل على زي تنقول ديت، على موعد.
I was going on a, like, date, an appointment.
كل ما أجرب أحكي أعلق وأسكت
Every time I try to speak I get stuck and stop
وظليت كل الديت ساكت يعني
and I stayed silent the whole date, I mean
وبطلنا من بعد الحدث هاد.
and we stopped after this event.
لما بغني مثلاً مع حالي بكون مبسوط،
When I sing, for example, alone, I'm happy,
ما بتأتئش.
I don't stutter.
إذا بغني وفي حوالي كان ناس،
If I sing and there are people around,
أنا أكيد إنه أنا رح أتأتئ.
I'm sure I will stutter.
في مرات إنه قبل ما أحكي الجملة
There are times before I say the sentence
بكون عارف وين بدي أتأتئ،
I know where I'm going to stutter,
مثلاً في أي كلمة أو في أي حرف
for example, in which word or which letter
بدي أعلق شوي.
I'm going to get stuck a bit.
والله بالأول كنت صعب أتأقلم فيها.
By God, at first it was hard for me to adapt to it.
كنت عم بساعد بالمركز الجماهيري.
I was helping at the community center.
كنت بدي إنه أطلب منهن مساعدة،
I wanted to ask them for help,
كل اللي كانوا هناك صاروا يضحكوا علي
everyone there started laughing at me
ويتنمروا وهيك.
and bully me and so on.
فأنا تركتهن ويعني بكيت بعدها يعني.
So I left them and, I mean, cried afterwards, I mean.
هاد ممكن أقول إنه هاد أكتر موقف
This I can say is the most situation
اللي هو أثر علي.
that affected me.
مثلاً لما بدي أحكي شيء
For example, when I want to say something
ويجي واحد يحكي عني مثلاً هاد
and someone comes to speak for me, like this
هو يكمل عني الكلمة، بتضايق منه.
he finishes the word for me, I get upset with him.
في الأول لما كنت أصغر
At first when I was younger
كان كتير يعني تعمل لي إحراج.
it was very, I mean, embarrassing for me.
بالابتدائية كانت المدرسة كتير إشي مش منيح،
In elementary school, the school was very not good,
كانوا يتنمروا علي.
they used to bully me.
وفي طالب يعني كان يتنمر علي كل يوم،
And there was a student, I mean, who bullied me every day,
إنه بالرسائل كمان وبالصف وبكل محل.
in messages too, and in class, and everywhere.
بس أحكي الكل بيفكر إنه أنا بس مضغوط
But when I speak, everyone thinks I'm just stressed
أو إنه عشان أنا مش عارف أحكي.
or because I don't know how to speak.
لحد هسا مش عم بتعامل مع الإشي.
Until now I'm not dealing with the thing.
شفت كتير معلومات عن التأتأة وجربت
I saw a lot of information about stuttering and tried
بس مش كلهن بس ولا شيء اللي هو ساعدني.
but not all of them, just nothing that helped me.
هي أكتر لازم تعرف كيف تنظم النفس
It's more about knowing how to regulate breathing
وإنت عم بتحكي.
while you are speaking.
إنه مثلاً هسا أنا في نص محادثة،
Like, for example, now I'm in the middle of a conversation,
لازم زي إنه أعمل في رجلي إيقاع
I need to, like, make a rhythm with my leg
أو شيء
or something
عشان الحكي يطلع إنه سلس أكتر.
so that the speech comes out smoother.
أما شفت إنه هاي الأشياء
But I saw that these things
مش كتير بتمشي في الحقيقة يعني.
don't really work much, in truth, I mean.
يعني ممكن يحسوا اللي قبالي بعبء
I mean, those in front of me might feel burdened
أو مثلاً شفقة،
or, for example, pity,
بس أنا بقول الشفقة على المجتمع هاد.
but I say pity on this society.
كتير مرات لما أنا أكون قاعدة
Many times when I am sitting
مع العيلة تبعتي أو مع الأصحاب.
with my family or with friends.
باجي بدي أحكي شيء بحرف التاء
I come to say something with the letter 'T'
وبتعلق معي وشو كلهن بصيروا
and it gets stuck with me and what do they all become
إنه هن بصيروا
that they become
إنه يضحكوا علي وأنا بضحك برضه.
that they laugh at me and I laugh too.
مع أهلي مع أصحابي بتكون في شوي
With my family, with my friends, it's a bit
أما مش كتير وهن كمان تعودوا عليها.
but not much, and they got used to it too.
المحيط الأقرب عندي يعني بتفهموا الوضع اللي عندي.
The closest circle to me, I mean, they understand my situation.
ماشي بحاول أحكي مرتين تلاتة أربعة
Okay, I try to speak two, three, four times
لما اللي قبالي بينصت منيح بفهمني.
when the one in front of me listens well, he understands me.
الحمد لله مع الوقت صرت أتقبل الشيء.
Praise God, with time I started to accept the thing.
صرت من جوا أقول إنه أنا هيك بحكي يعني،
I started from within to say that I speak like this, I mean,
هاد أنا.
this is me.
وفش عندي أي نية إني أتغير
And I have no intention to change
أو أغير من حالي عشان الناس تتقبلني يعني.
or change myself so people accept me, I mean.
بس الحمد لله أنا متعود عليها متأقلم يعني.
But praise God, I'm used to it, adapted, I mean.
أنا متقبل حالي 100% لأنه أنا هيك خلقت.
I accept myself 100% because I was created like this.
السبب الوحيد والرئيسي هي أمي،
The only and main reason is my mother,
أمي تعلمت عشاني مساعدة
My mother learned for my sake, to help
عشان أنا.
for me.
قعدت معي وكانت مرافقتي،
She stayed with me and was my companion,
هي الداعم الأول والأخير ليلي.
she is the first and last supporter for me.
فهي سبب تقبلي للتأتأة.
So she is the reason for my acceptance of stuttering.
لأنه أمي قالت لي اللي بده يتقبلك
Because my mother told me whoever wants to accept you
بيتقبلك كيف هو عيسى،
will accept you as you are, Issa,
وتقبل نفسك عشان يتقبلك المجتمع.
and accept yourself so society accepts you.
إنه حتى الواحد تأتأ
That even if one stutters
فش شيء يعني صعب علينا.
there is nothing, I mean, hard on us.
بالابتدائية في معلمة مرة حكت لي
In elementary school, a teacher once told me
إنه إنت مش رح تاخدي بجروت كامل
that you won't get a full Bagrut
لأنه إنت عندك هاي المشكلة.
because you have this problem.
لأنه في بصف 11 بجروت اللي هو مع حكي بيجي.
Because in 11th grade Bagrut comes with speaking.
فبدي أقول لك يا معلمة
So I want to tell you, Oh Teacher
إنه أنا أخدت البجروت كامل.
that I got the full Bagrut.
رسالتي للمجتمع إنه هاي الشغلة مش عيب.
My message to society is that this thing is not a shame.
صح ما في لها حل أما الشيء مش رح يمنعنا
True, there is no solution, but the thing won't prevent us
من إنه دائماً نحكي
from always speaking
ودائماً نعبر.
and always expressing.
نحن مش غير عنكم يعني إحنا زينا زيكم
We are not different from you, I mean, we are like you
بس نحن بنحكي بطريقة تانية.
but we speak in another way.
إحنا جزء لا يتجزأ من هاد المجتمع،
We are an integral part of this society,
قلتوا آه وإن قلتوا لأ.
whether you say yes or say no.
إلنا حصة كبيرة بهذا البلد،
We have a big share in this country,
شايف صرت أتأتئ كمان لأنه انضغطت.
See, I started stuttering too because I got stressed.
إنه يفهم ويتوعى،
To understand and be aware,
للأسف عنا مجتمعنا
unfortunately, our society
بيتقبلش هاي الأشياء بيتقبلش.
doesn't accept these things, doesn't accept.
بدي أقول لكم إنه تقبلونا مثل ما إحنا،
I want to tell you to accept us as we are,
كيف نحن بنحب حالنا
how we love ourselves
كمان أنتم حبونا.
you love us too.
نحن مش مختلفين نحن مميزين.
We are not different, we are distinct.
تأتأت، عندك تخربط بالحكي، عادي كمل،
You stutter, you get mixed up in speech, it's okay, continue,
اللي عندك طلعه وعبر
Bring out what you have and express
وما تخافش ولا من أي بني آدم.
and don't be afraid of any human being.
Vocabulary
Download CSV| Word (Arabic) | Translation (English) | Frequency |
|---|---|---|
| أنا | I | 21 |
| و | and | 19 |
| إنه | that | 15 |
| يعني | I mean, | 9 |
| هاد | this | 8 |
| أنا | I'm | 7 |
| كنت | I was | 6 |
| لما | when | 6 |
| مع | with | 6 |
| أو | or | 6 |
| يعني | I mean. | 5 |
| مثلاً | for example, | 5 |
| من | from | 5 |
| مش | not | 5 |
| بس | but | 4 |
| لأنه | because | 4 |
| لي | me | 4 |
| إنت | you | 4 |
| في | in | 4 |
| عمري | my age | 4 |
| الشيء | the thing | 4 |
| شيء | something | 4 |
| هي | is | 4 |
| التأتأة | stuttering | 4 |
| على | on | 4 |
| المشكلة | problem | 3 |
| سـ | S-S-S-Sakhnin, | 3 |
| عند | to | 3 |
| إنه | that, it | 3 |
| مرات | times | 3 |
| بس | just | 3 |
| أحكي | to speak | 3 |
| من | of | 3 |
| كمان | too | 3 |
| معي | with me | 3 |
| و | And | 3 |
| صعب | hard | 3 |
| بدي | I want | 3 |
| خمس | five | 2 |
| أتأتئ | stutter | 2 |
| شفت | I saw | 2 |
| أكتر | more | 2 |
| لأنه | Because | 2 |
| هيك | like this. | 2 |
| بدي | I'm going to | 2 |
| أي | which | 2 |
| المجتمع | society | 2 |
| هي | this | 2 |
| خامس | fifth | 2 |
| مش رح | won't | 2 |
| بجروت | Bagrut | 2 |
| هسا | now | 2 |
| علي | at me | 2 |
| كامل | full | 2 |
| هاي | this | 2 |
| علي | me | 2 |
| أقول | to tell | 2 |
| بيجي | comes | 2 |
| بالابتدائية | In elementary school, | 2 |
| عني | for me, | 2 |
| قلت | I told | 2 |
| بصيروا | become | 2 |
| هن | they | 2 |
| يعني | I mean | 2 |
| في | there is | 2 |
| بس | But | 2 |
| أما | but | 2 |
| قبالي | in front of me | 2 |
| حل | solution, | 2 |
| واللي | and whoever | 2 |
| دكاترة | doctors | 2 |
| بده | wants | 2 |
| صرت | I started | 2 |
| كنت بدي | I wanted | 2 |
| اللي | whoever | 2 |
| أنا | me. | 2 |
| أي | any | 2 |
| هاي | these | 2 |
| أول | first | 2 |
| اللي | whom | 2 |
| عشان | so | 2 |
| زي | like, | 2 |
| أمي | my mother | 2 |
| وأنا | and I | 2 |
| صف | grade | 2 |
| كيف | how | 2 |
| عندي | I have | 2 |
| نازل | going | 2 |
| نحن | we | 2 |
| كتير | many | 2 |
| نحن | We | 2 |
| حرف | letter | 2 |
| من | From | 2 |
| كانت | was | 2 |
| دائماً | always | 2 |
| في | there are | 2 |
| كتير | very | 2 |
| سنة | years old. | 2 |
| لما | When | 2 |
| مرة | time, | 2 |
| ديت | date, | 2 |
| اللي | those | 1 |
| يحسوا | feel | 1 |
| مختلفين | different, | 1 |
| بعبء | burdened | 1 |
| أو | or, | 1 |
| شفقة | pity, | 1 |
| أنا بقول | I say | 1 |
| الشفقة | pity | 1 |
| مش | are not | 1 |
| بضحك | laugh | 1 |
| يتنمروا | bully | 1 |
| رجلي | my leg | 1 |
| إيقاع | a rhythm | 1 |
| عشان | so that | 1 |
| الحكي | the speech | 1 |
| يطلع | comes out | 1 |
| سلس | smooth | 1 |
| سلس أكتر | smoother. | 1 |
| أما | But | 1 |
| تأتأت | You stutter, | 1 |
| مميزين | distinct. | 1 |
| الأشياء | things | 1 |
| مش | don't | 1 |
| كتير | really, much | 1 |
| بتمشي | work | 1 |
| الحقيقة | truth, | 1 |
| ممكن | might | 1 |
| نحن | we are | 1 |
| برضه | too. | 1 |
| مع | With | 1 |
| أهلي | my family, | 1 |
| أصحابي | my friends, | 1 |
| حالنا | ourselves | 1 |
| بتكون | it's | 1 |
| بنحب | love | 1 |
| إحنا | we are, | 1 |
| شوي | a bit | 1 |
| مثل ما | as | 1 |
| كتير | much, | 1 |
| تقبلونا | to accept us | 1 |
| تعودوا | got used | 1 |
| عليها | to it | 1 |
| المحيط | circle | 1 |
| الأقرب | The closest | 1 |
| كتير | Many | 1 |
| أكون | am | 1 |
| قاعدة | sitting | 1 |
| العيلة | family | 1 |
| تبعتي | my | 1 |
| الأصحاب | friends. | 1 |
| باجي | I come | 1 |
| بدي | I want, I'm going to | 1 |
| أحكي | to say, to speak | 1 |
| بحرف | with the letter | 1 |
| التاء | 'T' | 1 |
| وبتعلق | and it gets stuck | 1 |
| وشو | and what | 1 |
| كلهن | they all | 1 |
| حبونا | love us | 1 |
| أنتم | you | 1 |
| يضحكوا | they laugh | 1 |
| عبر | express | 1 |
| في | there was | 1 |
| طالب | a student, | 1 |
| كان يتنمر | bullied | 1 |
| طلعه | Bring out | 1 |
| كل | every | 1 |
| يوم | day, | 1 |
| بالرسائل | in messages | 1 |
| كمان | too, | 1 |
| وبالصف | and in class, | 1 |
| وبكل محل | and everywhere | 1 |
| بس | But when | 1 |
| أحكي | I speak | 1 |
| الكل | everyone | 1 |
| بيفكر | thinks | 1 |
| اللي | that | 1 |
| الكلمة | the word | 1 |
| بتضايق | I get upset | 1 |
| منه | with him. | 1 |
| في الأول | At first | 1 |
| أصغر | younger | 1 |
| كان | it was | 1 |
| ولا | nor, even | 1 |
| كتير | very, | 1 |
| تعمل | it was causing, it was making | 1 |
| لي | for me. | 1 |
| إحراج | embarrassing | 1 |
| بني آدم | human being. | 1 |
| المدرسة | the school | 1 |
| إشي | thing, something | 1 |
| ما تخافش | don't be afraid | 1 |
| منيح | good, | 1 |
| كانوا | they used to | 1 |
| ساعدني | helped me | 1 |
| هي | It's | 1 |
| بالحكي | in speech, | 1 |
| لازم | is about, must | 1 |
| تعرف | knowing | 1 |
| عندك تخربط | you get mixed up | 1 |
| تنظم | to regulate | 1 |
| النفس | breathing | 1 |
| و | while | 1 |
| عم بتحكي | are speaking. | 1 |
| إنه | Like, | 1 |
| نص | the middle | 1 |
| محادثة | conversation, | 1 |
| لازم | I need to, | 1 |
| أعمل | make | 1 |
| في | with | 1 |
| مضغوط | stressed | 1 |
| عشان | because | 1 |
| مش عارف | don't know | 1 |
| أحكي | speak | 1 |
| لحد | Until | 1 |
| عندك | you have | 1 |
| عم بتعامل | I'm dealing, am dealing | 1 |
| اللي | what | 1 |
| كمل | continue, | 1 |
| الإشي | the thing. | 1 |
| عن | about | 1 |
| كتير | a lot of | 1 |
| معلومات | information | 1 |
| وجربت | and tried | 1 |
| عادي | it's okay, | 1 |
| كلهن | all of them, | 1 |
| ولا شيء | nothing | 1 |
| بيتقبلك | will accept you | 1 |
| كيف | as | 1 |
| هو | he is | 1 |
| جزء | part | 1 |
| عيسى | Issa, | 1 |
| تقبل | accept | 1 |
| نفسك | yourself | 1 |
| إحنا | We are | 1 |
| يتقبلك | accepts you | 1 |
| إنه | That | 1 |
| حتى | even | 1 |
| الواحد | one | 1 |
| تأتأ | stutters | 1 |
| فش شيء | there is nothing, | 1 |
| علينا | on us. | 1 |
| في | a, there was | 1 |
| لك | you, | 1 |
| الحمد لله | Praise God, | 1 |
| مرافقتي | my companion, | 1 |
| آه | yes | 1 |
| هي | she is | 1 |
| الداعم | supporter | 1 |
| الأول | the first | 1 |
| الأخير | last | 1 |
| قلتوا | you say | 1 |
| ليلي | for me | 1 |
| فهي | So she is | 1 |
| سبب | the reason | 1 |
| المجتمع | society, | 1 |
| تقبلي | my acceptance | 1 |
| للتأتأة | of stuttering | 1 |
| لا يتجزأ | integral | 1 |
| قالت | told | 1 |
| يتقبلك | to accept you | 1 |
| يا | Oh | 1 |
| نعبر | expressing | 1 |
| نحكي | speaking | 1 |
| معلمة | Teacher | 1 |
| أخدت | got | 1 |
| البجروت | the Bagrut | 1 |
| رسالتي | My message | 1 |
| للمجتمع | to society | 1 |
| إنه | is that | 1 |
| يمنعنا | prevent us | 1 |
| الشغلة | thing | 1 |
| مش | is not | 1 |
| عيب | a shame | 1 |
| صح | True, | 1 |
| ما في | there is no | 1 |
| لها | for it | 1 |
| معلمة | teacher | 1 |
| مرة | once | 1 |
| حكت | told | 1 |
| تانية | another | 1 |
| بطريقة | in a way, way | 1 |
| بنحكي | speak | 1 |
| تاخدي | get | 1 |
| زينا زيكم | are like you | 1 |
| إحنا | we | 1 |
| عندك | have | 1 |
| عنكم | from you, | 1 |
| غير | different | 1 |
| بصف | in | 1 |
| 11 | 11th | 1 |
| اللي هو | which consists of, which is | 1 |
| حكي | speaking | 1 |
| ف | So | 1 |
| الوقت | time | 1 |
| صرت | I started to | 1 |
| أتقبل | to accept | 1 |
| مجتمعنا | our society | 1 |
| عنا | we have, in our | 1 |
| من جوا | from within | 1 |
| للأسف | unfortunately, | 1 |
| أقول | say | 1 |
| يتوعى | be aware, | 1 |
| هيك | like this, | 1 |
| بحكي | speak | 1 |
| هاد | this is | 1 |
| يفهم | understand | 1 |
| فش عندي | I have no | 1 |
| انضغطت | I got stressed. | 1 |
| متقبل | accept | 1 |
| عندي | to me, | 1 |
| بتفهموا | they understand | 1 |
| الوضع | situation | 1 |
| اللي عندي | my | 1 |
| ماشي | Okay, | 1 |
| بحاول | I try | 1 |
| لكم | you | 1 |
| بيتقبلش | doesn't accept. | 1 |
| مرتين | two times | 1 |
| تلاتة | three, | 1 |
| الأشياء | things, | 1 |
| أربعة | four | 1 |
| بيتقبلش | doesn't accept | 1 |
| اللي | the one | 1 |
| بينصت | listens | 1 |
| منيح | well, | 1 |
| بفهمني | he understands me | 1 |
| حالي | myself | 1 |
| إلنا | We have | 1 |
| 100% | 100% | 1 |
| خلقت | was created | 1 |
| الوحيد | only | 1 |
| الرئيسي | main | 1 |
| لأ | no | 1 |
| أمي | My mother | 1 |
| قلتوا | say | 1 |
| تعلمت | learned | 1 |
| عشاني | for my sake, | 1 |
| مساعدة | to help | 1 |
| وإن | or | 1 |
| عشان | for | 1 |
| قعدت | She stayed | 1 |
| وكانت | and was | 1 |
| نية | intention | 1 |
| أتأتئ | stuttering | 1 |
| شايف | See, | 1 |
| إني | to | 1 |
| البلد | country, | 1 |
| أتغير | change | 1 |
| أغير | change | 1 |
| من حالي | myself | 1 |
| بهذا | in this | 1 |
| الناس | people | 1 |
| تتقبلني | accept me, | 1 |
| كبيرة | big | 1 |
| الحمد لله | praise God, | 1 |
| متعود | used | 1 |
| عليها | to it, | 1 |
| حصة | share | 1 |
| متأقلم | adapted, | 1 |
| بتعصبن | I get angry | 1 |
| ليش | Why | 1 |
| وكيف | and how | 1 |
| وشو اللي | and what | 1 |
| صار | happened? | 1 |
| ما حدا | No one | 1 |
| بيعرف | knows. | 1 |
| مش عارفين | They don't know | 1 |
| إذا | if | 1 |
| كان | was | 1 |
| إنه هو | that it, that it is | 1 |
| صدمة | a shock | 1 |
| إنه | if | 1 |
| خلقت | was born | 1 |
| اكتشفتها | I discovered it | 1 |
| بالصف | in the grade | 1 |
| الخامس | fifth | 1 |
| حسب ما | As far as | 1 |
| متذكر | remember, | 1 |
| زي | like, kind of | 1 |
| عن طريق | through | 1 |
| الوراثة | genetics. | 1 |
| مشكلتها | The problem | 1 |
| بالأعصاب | in the nerves. | 1 |
| التأتأة | Stuttering | 1 |
| أكترها | mostly | 1 |
| التوتر | tension, | 1 |
| العصبية | nervousness, | 1 |
| بمثل | I act, I pretend | 1 |
| متضايق | upset, | 1 |
| بحس | I feel | 1 |
| تأثير | effect. | 1 |
| نفسي | psychological | 1 |
| بصف | in grade | 1 |
| اللي | that, which | 1 |
| عندي إياها | I have | 1 |
| بلشت | started. | 1 |
| وهون | and here | 1 |
| هي | it | 1 |
| علقت | got stuck | 1 |
| مش | weren't, not | 1 |
| عم يطلعوا | coming out | 1 |
| الأحرف | the letters | 1 |
| تمي | my mouth | 1 |
| المريح | It's comfortable | 1 |
| أنا عندي | for me, | 1 |
| بمجموعة | in a group | 1 |
| بعرفها | I know | 1 |
| وأصعب | And the hardest | 1 |
| شيء | thing | 1 |
| البني آدم | a person | 1 |
| ما بعرفوش | I don't know | 1 |
| بلتقي | I meet | 1 |
| أول ما | When | 1 |
| صار | happened, | 1 |
| كان عمري | I was | 1 |
| سنين | years old, | 1 |
| مرة واحدة | suddenly | 1 |
| صار عندي | I had | 1 |
| الحكي | speaking. | 1 |
| صعوبة | difficulty | 1 |
| صار | It became | 1 |
| أحكي | I spoke. | 1 |
| أتنفس | to breathe | 1 |
| عندي | have | 1 |
| مشكلة | problem, | 1 |
| حسيتها | I felt it | 1 |
| السابع | seventh | 1 |
| كنت | was | 1 |
| بأول | in the beginning of | 1 |
| كنت بدي | wanted | 1 |
| إنه | to | 1 |
| أقرأ | read | 1 |
| الصبية | the guys. | 1 |
| عم بجرب | I try | 1 |
| أحكي | to speak, | 1 |
| كل ما | every time | 1 |
| أجي | I come, I go to | 1 |
| عم بحس | I feel | 1 |
| التأتأة | the stuttering | 1 |
| بدها | it needs, she wants | 1 |
| قوية | strong | 1 |
| المشكلة | The problem | 1 |
| عند | with | 1 |
| الـ س | 'S' | 1 |
| عندي | for me | 1 |
| الناس | People | 1 |
| بصير | would | 1 |
| تقول | say | 1 |
| لي | to me, | 1 |
| شو | What? | 1 |
| حراج عليك | It's hard for | 1 |
| حدا | anyone | 1 |
| بيفهمني | to understand me, | 1 |
| بصير | I end up sounding | 1 |
| تايلندي | Thai. | 1 |
| بصراحة | Honestly, | 1 |
| إنه | that, truly | 1 |
| إنه | where | 1 |
| بغني | sing | 1 |
| فيها | in it, in which | 1 |
| وما | and I don't | 1 |
| بتأتئش | stutter | 1 |
| زي تنقول | as we say, like | 1 |
| موعد | appointment | 1 |
| أول | The first | 1 |
| يعني | meaning, I mean | 1 |
| بطلع | going out | 1 |
| معي | with me, with | 1 |
| بنات | daughters. | 1 |
| اسمي | My name | 1 |
| عون زاهر | Awn Zaher, | 1 |
| عسفيا | Isfiya | 1 |
| 18 | 18 | 1 |
| عيسى جمال | Issa Jamal, | 1 |
| ناشط | activist | 1 |
| اجتماعي | social | 1 |
| كفر قرع | Kafr Qara, | 1 |
| 26 | 26 | 1 |
| سنة | years old | 1 |
| إعاقة | impairment | 1 |
| بصرية | visual | 1 |
| التأتأة | Stuttering, | 1 |
| من ناحية | from the perspective of, speaking | 1 |
| طبية | medically | 1 |
| علمية | scientifically | 1 |
| أكتر | mostly | 1 |
| مش فاهمك | I don't understand you, | 1 |
| إيش | huh? | 1 |
| إحكي | Speak | 1 |
| للكاميرا | to the camera | 1 |
| الاسم | name | 1 |
| تبعي | My | 1 |
| كـ كـ كـ | K-K-K-Karen. | 1 |
| كارين | K-K-K-Karen | 1 |
| حيفا | Haifa | 1 |
| 20 | 20 | 1 |
| أنا اسمي | My name is | 1 |
| وسام | Wissam | 1 |
| غنايم | Ghunaim | 1 |
| سخنين | S-S-S-Sakhnin, | 1 |
| سخنين | Sakhnin. | 1 |
| متزوج | Married, | 1 |
| 43 | 43, | 1 |
| تلات | three | 1 |
| الشيء | it | 1 |
| بتأتئ | stutter | 1 |
| ما | don't | 1 |
| إذا | If | 1 |
| بغني | I sing | 1 |
| حوالي | around, | 1 |
| كان | was, were | 1 |
| ناس | people | 1 |
| أكيد | sure | 1 |
| رح | will | 1 |
| في | There are | 1 |
| قبل ما | before | 1 |
| أحكي | I say | 1 |
| الجملة | the sentence | 1 |
| بكون عارف | I know | 1 |
| وين | where | 1 |
| كلمة | word | 1 |
| أعلق | get stuck | 1 |
| شوي | a bit. | 1 |
| تنقول | we say, let's say | 1 |
| موعد | appointment. | 1 |
| أسكت | stop | 1 |
| كل ما | Every time | 1 |
| أجرب | I try | 1 |
| أعلق | I get stuck | 1 |
| وظليت | and I stayed | 1 |
| كل | the whole | 1 |
| الديت | date, | 1 |
| ساكت | silent | 1 |
| بطلنا | we stopped | 1 |
| من بعد | after | 1 |
| الحدث | event. | 1 |
| بغني | I sing, | 1 |
| مع حالي | alone, | 1 |
| بكون | I'm | 1 |
| مبسوط | happy, | 1 |
| ما بتأتئش | I don't stutter | 1 |
| و | and, | 1 |
| بكيت | cried | 1 |
| بعدها | afterwards, | 1 |
| هاد | This | 1 |
| ممكن أقول | I can say | 1 |
| إنه | that it, which | 1 |
| أكتر | the most | 1 |
| موقف | situation | 1 |
| اللي هو | that | 1 |
| أثر | affected | 1 |
| علي | me. | 1 |
| مثلاً | For example, | 1 |
| أحكي | say | 1 |
| واحد | someone | 1 |
| يحكي | to speak | 1 |
| مثلاً | like | 1 |
| هو | he | 1 |
| يكمل | finishes | 1 |
| والله | By God, | 1 |
| بالأول | at first | 1 |
| أتأقلم | to adapt | 1 |
| فيها | to it | 1 |
| عم بساعد | helping | 1 |
| بالمركز | at the center | 1 |
| الجماهيري | community | 1 |
| أطلب | to ask | 1 |
| منهن | them | 1 |
| مساعدة | help | 1 |
| كل اللي | everyone | 1 |
| كانوا | were | 1 |
| هناك | there | 1 |
| صاروا | started | 1 |
| يضحكوا | laughing | 1 |
| ويتنمروا | and bully me | 1 |
| وهيك | and so on. | 1 |
| تركتهن | left them | 1 |
| بتتحكم | control | 1 |
| فيها | it. | 1 |
| تبعي | my | 1 |
| لحد ما | Until | 1 |
| حكينا | we talked | 1 |
| للدكتور | to | 1 |
| وهو | and he | 1 |
| بعتني | sent me | 1 |
| المعالجة | the therapist | 1 |
| قعدت | stayed | 1 |
| عندها | with her | 1 |
| حوالي | about | 1 |
| شي | about, roughly | 1 |
| سنين | years. | 1 |
| ما ساعدتنيش | she didn't help me | 1 |
| إشي | at all, | 1 |
| وقتها | back then | 1 |
| كنت أروح | used to go | 1 |
| حسيت | felt | 1 |
| في شيء | something | 1 |
| هون | here | 1 |
| إنه | that, | 1 |
| أبكي | cry | 1 |
| ما بكيت | I didn't cry | 1 |
| وقتها | at the time, | 1 |
| ما فكرت | I didn't think | 1 |
| رح | would | 1 |
| يضله | stay | 1 |
| عندي | with me. | 1 |
| ورحت | And we went | 1 |
| وقتها | back then, | 1 |
| اللي | one | 1 |
| يقول | would tell | 1 |
| ما في لها | has no | 1 |
| اللي | another | 1 |
| يقول | would say | 1 |
| كأنه | as if | 1 |
| قاعد بغني | was singing. | 1 |
| له | him, | 1 |
| أستاذ | Teacher, | 1 |
| حل عني | fix me, | 1 |
| فـ.. | so... | 1 |
| بقدرش | I can't. | 1 |
| له | him | 1 |
| الموجود | what exists | 1 |
| ما بدي | I don't want | 1 |
| أتعالج | receive treatment, be treated | 1 |
| يتقبل | to accept, | 1 |
| يتقبل | accepts, | 1 |
| بده | wants to | 1 |
| يفهمني | understand me, | 1 |
| يفهمني | understands me | 1 |
| ما بده | doesn't, | 1 |
| بلاش | never mind. | 1 |
| ما في | there is not | 1 |
| حل | solution | 1 |
| كان | There was | 1 |
| الأستاذ | a teacher, | 1 |
| عنا | with us | 1 |
| معالج | therapist | 1 |
| للنطق | speech | 1 |
| صار | he started | 1 |
| يقول | telling | 1 |
| إحكي | say | 1 |
| لي | to me | 1 |
| إي | Ee | 1 |
| ومي | and Me | 1 |
| و | and... | 1 |
| يعني | Meaning | 1 |
| إنه | that, that it is | 1 |
| أمد | to stretch | 1 |
| الحرف | the letter | 1 |